I’m not ready to go back to school. Well, kinda though.
I always struggle with the idea of school. Having been homeschooled for so long when I was little, part of me loves being in a school and being around professors and other like-minded people. Learning is something I love so much, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
But I also know that this means I’ll have less time to rest and more time spent working and studying hard. I like being busy, but I’ve also learned lately that me being busy isn’t always the best thing because I don’t take enough time to rest and take care of myself usually… Sometimes I just can’t.
I have a rheumy appt on the 31st and I’m going to see if he’ll fill out paperwork to get me into the disability services at UW. It shouldn’t be a problem, I don’t think. I also need to see if he knows a good opthamalogist because I don’t want to have to go to Milwaukee for my appt in March if I don’t have to. I also want to play with dosages a little bit here – I don’t think the Plaquenil is doing as much now. Hopefully that works and I don’t have to switch meds… though if I do I’d rather it be now. My left knee is so swollen that it’s making my pants fit ridiculously.
Tomorrow we have our follow-up fitness thing, and I’m honestly worried about being able to do anything. Hopefully it’s more him showing us workouts and assessing our body fat and such. I’m not sure I want to know what any of that is :-p
Oh well, going through crazy things like that not alone for a change is really nice.
Here’s to a fun day of syllabi and assessments!